Monday, March 23, 2015

He Left....

He left Crossroads on Friday... testing dirty not paying his dues and not going to meetings. He's been with her this whole time. Not one word to me! And just like that my life changed! AGAIN!

I'm going to my first Al-Alon meeting tonight. I figure I better learn how to cope better, it doesn't look good for me. I'm making myself sick! I just want to crawl into a dark room and sleep! SLEEP for days!

WHY?




2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I think it is great that you are going to go to a meeting, I still go to Nar-Anon and it really helps so much. I know that when my son would go back to using I would blame it on whoever he was hanging out with but I came to the realization that the choice was his and his alone. He choose to use again, no one forced him. If there are Nar-Anon meetings in your area, I would recommend trying that as well. It is so hurtful when they fall back into active addiction, the elephant on the chest feeling and the anxiety and depression. All we can do is take care of our selves sometimes one second at a time.

Cheryl M. said...

I am so very sorry. I am praying for you, Ana, and your son.